Puzzling Life Out
I'm experiencing some things that I thought for a long time were just me and my own personal failings. One of the positives to come out of the pandemic is so many people sharing their struggles with depression and anxiety and life changes. I wish we could have started to normalize these struggles without losing nearly 1 million people in our country, but that's a different blog post. (Get vaccinated and wear your masks!) Leaving international aid was the right decision for me. I know that, but the struggle to find a new job and potentially a new career, learning a new work culture that should be my own but isn't, not having enough money to live in American no matter what job I get, these are all very valid anxieties that I'm currently dealing with. I know I'll get through, but my procrastination and dread of getting what I want (let me know if you understand that one) is making me feel like i'm moving through molasses. I need to find a job yet somehow can't
